Mason's Palmtop is acting up again, also, which hasn't helped. It decided to not have any sound the last few days...while we have found a way to fix it, so far, it seems it is on its' last leg, again. Not great news considering that Mas is still struggling with our only backup device; the iPod with Proloquo2go. The scrolling is still throwing him for a loop, so it's not a reliable device for him at the moment.
I have been searching for strength to get through the days ahead. Trying to quilt, garden, walk, as much as possible...but knowing that I have to wake up early every day from here on out, change diapers, deal with his odd health troubles, feed someone, deal with behaviors,...it's just getting tougher and tougher to imagine myself doing this for another 10 years. Hopefully things will ease up a bit or I will find some energy I didn't know I had.